I do not want to say "Goodbye"

One word I do not like saying the most is "goodbye".

I had to moved out.
But I do not like to say goodbye.
I was still hoping that there's still ways for me to stay, not too close, but at least near.

I do not want to share you the burden I had.  The difficulties I went thru.
I only want to share you things and memories that we are all happy with.
I always wanted to share happy moments.  I wanted to treasure all of those.

Maybe I can share to few people, few of you.
But I do not want you to worry.  And I hope, you all understand.
To friends who knows me well, I know they will.

But to few friends why I am doing this? This is me.
This is me in downtimes.
This is me in troubled times.

But I am not saying Goodbye. And I do not like saying Goodbye.
I will be seeing you, not now, not soon.
I will be seeing you someday.  To reminisce happy memories that we all shared. Quality time and moments that we treasured.